I suffer from depression. I have for many years. The past couple of months it has been bad. I hide it very well, thanks to medication and my family. I am having a tough time concealing it the last couple of days. Starting yesterday all I have done is cry. I hate crying, it makes me feel weak and out of control.
I just feel like my life is spinning out of control. I know this is normal for me. The ups out weigh the downs most of the time. So it will take time to get out of this slump too. I must continue to tell myself to be happy until then.
I have so much on my mind. I wish I could turn it off. I feel trapped by financial distress, emotional distress, the reality of my kids moving on with their lives, Mike still working in California, me alone here in Utah.
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