1950's at Work Today!

15 Weeks

Seeking Help

Well my friends I have broke down and called for counseling.  I talked to an intake counselor today and she will be getting back to me with a therapist name and appointment.  I need to have a little help.  I will keep on blogging about it.  It will be like therapy. 

Caught a Snake

Today I had a short day at work and when I got home, Dennis tells me to look at my dog, Gunner.  Dennis thought he found and cornered a mouse.  Dennis went outside to see for sure and started yelling that I needed to come.  I went out and Dennis showed me that it was in fact a small snake.  He told me that I need to get it so that Gunner didn't get hurt.  My brave young man was afraid of the snake.  I grabbed the snake and when he tried to bite me I let the poor little guy fall into the window well.  So we ran into the basement and opened the window and removed the screen.  At this time I informed Dennis it was his job not to let the snake into the basement. Hahaha, I wish you could have see his face.  Anyway, after two bites and getting musked I had the little guy.  I took him through the house and into the back yard where this picture was taken just before his safe release into my garden took place.  I hope he eats the mice that are eating my strawberries.

Better Now

I said that I would get out of my funk.  I am feeling so much better now that I'm off the Med-tech deal at work.  I am back on the floor and loving it.  Less stress and responsibilities make for a better mind.  I know a lot of my stress is financial and being alone.  I should say being alone when Dennis leaves in January.  With Mike saying that he's not going to retire for another 3 years, and having all the girls and grand kids in California, he seems to come home less often.  I feel left out and bothered by the feeling that I just don't belong anymore.  I keep pushing these thoughts out of my mind, but like oil and water, you can shake them together the oil inevitably comes to the top.  I can't talk to him about it, because he says its not true and gets rightfully angry.  I don't want to spoil any time I have together with him.  So it is better to say nothing and just keep shaking the water.

YOU CHOOSE

 BOY?

OR GIRL?